It Will Get Lighter
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
what do you think my name is
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
propensity within someone
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent
real but its very manifestation
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
in
a post. I want to be remembered
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
