Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

really i want the internet

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

but i respect your search

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

thank you

brb i will read and reply sincerely

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

bro i read nothing in my life

I am below everything.


I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

yeah

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

you have a beautiful account btw


think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

so an active mazelike process

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

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