It Will Get Lighter

feel you

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

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One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

I am below everything.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

as in

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

all that is to say

Today I felt like starting