hiding from the rain
no longer writing in the third person
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
currently
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
it is hopeful
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.i really havent
i was tempted to lie about my name
we can only engage in such a way
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.have you read
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
so the method has to be autonomous
Today I felt like starting