a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
i was tempted to lie about my name
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Better Lift
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
like first name