Rain, starting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


13, H, grate

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

no longer writing in the third person

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.



Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?


"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."