there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Rain, starting

so the method has to be autonomous

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It Will Get Lighter

It Will Get Lighter

your feed looks like my tumblr

that looks like my instagram account

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

no like which do people call me

"Put a blanket."

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

so at the end

yeah

we can only engage in such a way

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

abrar?

feel you

we need to be deconstructing our identities