think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

hiding from the rain

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

no longer writing in the third person

feel you

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

so the method has to be autonomous

propensity within someone

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

it is hopeful

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Picture

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

idk

you cannot feed someone truth

magnetisation/form

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

or never left

all that is to say

It Will Get Lighter

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