I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

currently

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

It Will Get Lighter

Style

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Rain, starting

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever