Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
no longer writing in the third person
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Today I felt like starting
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
so at the end
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
so the method has to be autonomous
its performative
all that is to say
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
abrar?
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak