i understand


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

IWGD

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03


no longer writing in the third person


in a post. I want to be remembered


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

It Will Get Lighter

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

It Will Get Lighter

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life