Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
fw
i love it here
yeah
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
feel you
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
we can only engage in such a way
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
currently
i want to do that too
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.