The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

ion

i have read not even 1 book

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its performative

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

so the method has to be autonomous

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

bro i read nothing in my life

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

was it worth it

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

but really the thing should be autonomous

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Today I felt like starting

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

autonomy of learning

i love it here

Thank you, Jack

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

yeah

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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