we can only engage in such a way

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

13, H, grate

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter

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IWGD

December 2025

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

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Picture

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

and the fake qualifier

Style

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Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression