i understand

idk

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so an active mazelike process

that looks like my instagram account

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

its performative

as in

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

fw

your feed looks like my tumblr

or never left

...

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i have read not even 1 book

magnetisation/form

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

so the method has to be autonomous

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting