in a post. I want to be remembered
yeah
not their contents
abrar?
is everyoneback on tumblr now
barren land
god being the centre magnet
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
currently
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
ion
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
yeah
no longer writing in the third person
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
isaac newton
so an active mazelike process
i want to do that too
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything