the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Style

but really the thing should be autonomous

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i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

currently

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

it is hopeful

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Rain, starting

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site