Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

so the method has to be autonomous

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i love it here

propensity within someone

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

god being the centre magnet

plato

i was tempted to lie about my name

all that is to say

we can only engage in such a way

yes

isaac

thank you

bro i read nothing in my life

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

December 2025

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

currently

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now