think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my
wrist but there
is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.
no longer writing in the third person
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
13, H, grate
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