We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
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in a post. I want to be remembered
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
the site i am dreaming
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
December 2025
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
yeah
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
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"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."