magnetisation/form
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
"Put a blanket."
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
really i want the internet
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
but really the thing should be autonomous
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
so at the end
as in
we can only engage in such a way
its performative
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
division of reality is straying away from it
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.