no longer writing in the third person
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
wait what is that
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
December 2025
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
not their contents
i really havent
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
Better Lift