i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

you have a beautiful account btw

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

"Put a blanket."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i was tempted to lie about my name

i want to do that too

and the fake qualifier

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

yes

Better Lift

Rain, starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

bro i read nothing in my life

autonomy of learning

so the method has to be autonomous

was it worth it