i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

we need to be deconstructing our identities

December 2025

whats your name?

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

like magnets

Thank you, Jack

isaac newton

i want to do that too

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

god being the centre magnet

what do you think my name is

no like which do people call me

i really havent

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i love it here

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

which magnetises chains of pins

Can I see

thank you

you cannot feed someone truth

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

like first name

ahnaf abrar

bro i read nothing in my life

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

isaac

yes