The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
lol
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
Better Lift
so at the end
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
its good
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
it is hopeful
bro i read nothing in my life
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
wait what is that
send link
so an active mazelike process
in a post. I want to be remembered
isaac
bro i read nothing in my life
magnetises a pin