it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
Today I felt like starting
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Better Lift
hiding from the rain
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
Lift Analysis
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
Thank you, Jack
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
have you read