the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

was it worth it

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

so the method has to be autonomous

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

you have a beautiful account btw

yeah

division of reality is straying away from it

1

no longer writing in the third person

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

its good

so at the end

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Can I see

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

plato

isaac

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

its good short few pages

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.