i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

propensity within someone

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

as in

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in a post. I want to be remembered

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
"Put a blanket."

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

hiding from the rain

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Style

magnetisation/form

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.


autonomy of learning

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

It Will Get Lighter

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given