or never left

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so at the end

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

currently

autonomy of learning

i love it here

"Put a blanket."

no like which do people call me

division of reality is straying away from it

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

1

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

what do you think my name is

i was tempted to lie about my name

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

lol yea

idk

fw

i have read not even 1 book

feel you

no longer writing in the third person

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

what do you mean

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

I Write Goodbye Letter

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