December 2025

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Rain, starting

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Today I felt like starting

no longer writing in the third person

in a post. I want to be remembered

yes

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Better Lift

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter