you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i really havent

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

magnetisation/form

its performative

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

fw

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

no longer writing in the third person

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

really i want the internet

like first name

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

no like which do people call me

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

idk

you cannot feed someone truth

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

no i haven't really read anything

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

barren land

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

i have read not even 1 book

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

It Will Get Lighter

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class