okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

it is hopeful

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

I am below everything.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Worse Lift

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It Will Get Lighter

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

all that is to say

i dont understand magnetisation

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls