I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

all that is to say

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

in a post. I want to be remembered

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

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"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

really i want the internet

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Worse Lift

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

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i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue