the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

but i respect your search

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

really i want the internet

hiding from the rain

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

i see a website

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

but really the thing should be autonomous

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

its good

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

isaac newton

yeah

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

isaac

and the fake qualifier

is this you as well

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Thank you, Jack

i love it here

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

we need to be deconstructing our identities

no like which do people call me

which magnetises chains of pins