Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

yeah

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

you cannot feed someone truth

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

not their contents

as in

magnetisation/form

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

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Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

"Put a blanket."

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

autonomy of learning

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

so the method has to be autonomous

all that is to say

It's

dusk

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

we can only engage in such a way

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged