I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Today I felt like starting

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

no longer writing in the third person

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Rain, starting

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


It Will Get Lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

"Put a blanket."

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49



After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting