i was tempted to lie about my name

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

I am below everything.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

"No, it'll get cold!" "Put a tut ahh put a-"

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

we can only engage in such a way

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.