like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

as in

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

I am below everything.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

but i respect your search

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Today I felt like starting

Can I see

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

you have a beautiful account btw

division of reality is straying away from it

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

not their contents

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

but really the thing should be autonomous

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?