the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Today I felt like starting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

no longer writing in the third person

but i respect your search

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

"Put a blanket."

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

its good short few pages

yeah

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i see a website

i want to do that too

is this you as well

we need to be deconstructing our identities

brb i will read and reply sincerely

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

like magnets

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

god being the centre magnet

its good

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i dont understand magnetisation

no i haven't really read anything

what do you mean