yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

all that is to say

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

division of reality is straying away from it

hiding from the rain

so at the end

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

so an active mazelike process

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Better Lift

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

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like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Style

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

feel you

bro i read nothing in my life

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much more tactility