i understand


ahnaf abrar

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

and the fake qualifier

abrar?

bro i read nothing in my life

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

that looks like my instagram account

send your tumblr

no like which do people call me

bro i read nothing in my life

lol

i have read not even 1 book

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i want to do that too

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

much more tactility

i really havent

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

Thank you, Jack

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate


Rain, starting

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation