We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.



The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

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confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

Thank you, Jack

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its performative

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

its good

isaac

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

and the fake qualifier

was it worth it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

hiding from the rain

I am below everything.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03


it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

feel you

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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. way too specific.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

as in