We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
we need to be deconstructing our identities
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
you know who you are. no more time, not like
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specific.
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf