and the fake qualifier

"Put a blanket."

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

currently


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter

hiding from the rain

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

yeah

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.


Style

as in


mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i want to do that too

you cannot feed someone truth

Better Lift

Can I see

Slug

idk


part of an old note. It will get lighter.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class