there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

fw

its performative

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Better Lift

magnetisation/form

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

you cannot feed someone truth

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

December 2025

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

magnetises a pin

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

isaac newton

the site i am dreaming

its good

have you read

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

plato

i really havent

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i dont understand magnetisation