i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

as in

not their contents

magnetisation/form

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

autonomy of learning

division of reality is straying away from it

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

its performative

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Can I see

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

really i want the internet

Style

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

but really the thing should be autonomous

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it