we can only engage in such a way

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Worse Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It Will Get Lighter

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

I am below everything.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Better Lift

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

all that is to say

13, H, grate

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

ion

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything