Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

i see a website

It Will Get Lighter

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Thank you, Jack

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

not their contents

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

abrar?

i really havent

hiding from the rain

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i dont understand magnetisation

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

was it worth it

i really havent

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

in a post. I want to be remembered

its good short few pages