"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Picture

Rain, starting

Today I felt like starting

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

i love it here

like first name

what do you mean

It Will Get Lighter

ion

so an active mazelike process

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

much more tactility

was it worth it

yes

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

fw

and the fake qualifier

yeah