the site i am dreaming

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Worse Lift


IWGD

Better Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

13, H, grate

it is hopeful

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Can I see

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me. The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

It Will Get Lighter

send link

like magnets

lol

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

wait what is that

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

which magnetises chains of pins

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

whats your name?

...

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.