2 (actually index). two is company
think
this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike
than mainstream education now
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist
for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the
taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because
at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
so an active mazelike process
no like which do people call me
you cannot feed someone truth
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
we need to be deconstructing our identities
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its
qualities
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
that looks like my instagram account
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what
you're saying
